Monday, December 6, 2010

In the beginning

I have thought about him for years. Not a few years, but 20 years or more. Way before I even wondered what my other kids would look like or even who his father would be. His face has been a distant blurry picture that I have seen, but could not fully see. I have thought about what it would be like to hold him and be his mom. I remember riding my bike in circles around our driveway thinking about my son.

God was gracious and allowed me to become pregnant easily. The children came quickly early in our marriage. There was no time to consider searching for the son that I had thought about for so many years.

Now 20 years later, 4 growing children, 13 years of marriage, and God has allowed the search to begin.

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